This past few years I was very incompetent and not progressive. Everything was a mess, I am a mess. It turns out that I was not doing the things that I should suppose to do. Now, I'm stuck and tangled. I'm trying to smooth-en things up but there is some force that dragging me down. Maybe, I'm just hysteric and delusional that's why I'm was not able to follow the path that I supposed to go.
Everything I do is a waste of time. I'm really trying to value the time that I have left. Every second counts and every idea that pops out in my brain are very precious.
Doing this study is very hard for me, I'm not that good in doing research but I know deep inside me that I can. Every encouragement I get from very people I met, is a great tool in finishing it. I'm very hopeful that I will be able to finish it in due time and will be very proud to myself when that day comes.
Determination will give me more strength and the love that I get from my family and friends will boost my wisdom to do the unthinkable and extraordinary.
